오늘이었다 아름다운! 안녕히 주무세요, 친구!
I smiled and laughed a lot more today than I have in a good long time. I mean laughing and smiling from joy and fellowship and love. I smiled so much the pain from my wisdom teeth growing in became more evident to me than it ever has been. I honestly can’t even remember the last time I was truly joyful because of how great my Savior is. He hasn’t handed over to me friends, like I had hoped and prayed for. He has shown me His love for me through fellowship and seeking Him. He’s changing me and I’m happily changing because I know I need to. I have so much pride, selfishness and control issues that He’s showing me and helping me deal with, I’m ever grateful. I’m so small. The Holy Spirit led me to write a small, simple verse while worshiping at church one Sunday. It went,
"You’re my God. LORD of all; everything… And I’m so small."
He’s showing me how small I am. How sin is death, and without His sacrifice to save us from sin we are dead. Without Him we are hell bound… But with Him we are made strong. A lyric comes to mind by Leeland,
"If weakness is a crown, then I kneel before You now and lay it at Your feet as an offering."
I’m weak, I’m small and I need to continue to be humbled and to give all of myself even though I know it’s not enough.
I’m just so excited for whatever His plan is.
Today is going to be so great! You know why? Because the Most High created this day for opportunity to praise Him, seek, search and find Him, to love Him, to talk to Him, to learn more about Him, to follow Him, to repent, to gain victory in Him, to choose to be better people for Him… So many opportunities to do His will. Are you ready? Use your mouth less today and use your ears more. Ask for wisdom and His strength. Remember how low you are in comparison to Him, submit to Him, flee from evil, go to the quiet place and know Him more. Allow the Holy Spirit to move in you and use you for something Great! Go for it, be encouraged and do something productive. Every day is so important. Don’t just throw today aside and count it as nothing. Use it, LIVE IT, appreciate it and do not expect another one, because that’s when we miss out on the beauty of the Most High making this day special, for His will. Go for Him today, please Him and no one else… Not yourself, not others, but HE who made you.
My God is going to deliver me from disgusting, horrible, nasty spirits that I once allowed to have control over me, or ones that have been passed to me through past generations, and it’s going to be awesome when He does.
This time last year I was unemployed, broke, and suicidal.
Today, I just got the keys to my first house.
Give it time.
Needed this today
when you hear people preach that it gets better, they aren’t joking. if it’s not better yet, it will be.
This post honestly gave me a lot of hope. Whenever I find myself trying to move ahead in something it just rings in my mind.
Keep in mind to rejoice always. Just because your situation seems bad now, and is bad, and undesired… Do NOT let your happiness depend on your situation. Rejoice in ALL instances. Ask for pure Joy from the Most High! He gives and takes away! He is good ALL the time.
THE LITTLE PAW SHOWING THROUGH THE BOWL IM WEAK
Hillsong Worship - I Believe